Question...

K when I'm really sleepy or when it's late at night, or when I've been sleeping and wake up and have to drive home or something, music that I know is supposed to be slow seems to go really fast... is this just me? Is it just my head trying real hard to catch up to the beat? I get o confused, and I'm all like, "This song is supposed to be waaay slower."
I was just wondering.
any answers?

Clarity

Currently listening to: "Riot!" by Paramore
I will always think that it is interesting how life really does go on when you think it can't get worse, or it's over for you, etc. You wake up the next day and it's almost like your so-called problems don't matter. Yes, they are still there, but they aren't in the forefront anymore, like they were when you went to sleep. In my opinion, the only problems worth really worrying about are the ones that still bother you when you wake up the next day. So, yes, I felt lost. Yes, I do feel a little cheated in this thing we call life. But I am not going to let it bother me like it did the other day. That just gives life the kind of satisfaction that I don't want it to have, and it lets people know who I'm thinking about, and I don't really want that broadcasted to the world. And blogs aside, I have trouble hiding my thoughts, so I better be careful.

All that aside, everything is good. I dyed my hair blonde just a little by my ear like I dyed it pink when my hair was blonde. (Does that makes sense? Oh well) And I hang out with Grayson a lot, but that's all. Spring break is over and it's back to school tomorrow. Did I do my homework? no. What am I doing instead? this. I guess it's homework time.
<3

Boys?

I'm so... lost.


I just feel like I have no direction and I don't like being stressed out about something that probably will not ever happen.

I want this to either begin or be over already.

Because i don't like feeling so unimportant. I need to be pursued.

Tired Much?

Currently listening to: Schindler's List Soundtrack
(This blog is from Thursday, but it wouldn't let me post.)
I have been ridiculously busy for the past few weeks. There are just so many things for me to do, apparantly. Oh, by the way, I got a speeding ticket on my way to Utah. Worth it? I'm not sure.


The Double J 368 (Marketplace)

Work has been great! I'm training this new guy named Logan who I actually trained with at MDS last year. Obviously, we had the same opinion of that job haha. I've been working so much it's ridiculous. I wonder if my dad realizes I work more now that I'm school than I did before... probably not, which is why he's still on my case most of the time. But whatever, I'm making more now that my pay rate is all worked out :)


Renegades (BC)

Today I drove out to BC three times to try and get a hold of a professor to help me with the block on my school account. It's all worked out so that I can do research, but its still messed up. I'll have to work out the rest after spring break. I've been going out there on my "days off" to go to these dumb workshops... and I tried so hard to get there on time today but was 2 minutes late and the class was filled..... oh well. There's not much I can do about that. Other than that, I've been acing all my math tests, probably because I'vealready taken this level of math twice when I was in highschool. But I like that it's easy, I just get annoyed when people in class ask questions with obvious answers.


Good Day?
oh em gee I've been falling asleep at the most random times lately. Usually when I'm in math I do the homework while she's lecturing owing to the fact that I already know how to do everything, and if I can't remember how to do it, I just read the book. However, on Monday I totally fell asleep in class and felt really bad because I sit really close to the front. I don't know if she noticed, but she didn't say anything about it. The only bad part about that was that I had to do my homework on Tuesday instead of during class... and I fell asleep while doing that. I guess I need to be in a really uncomfortable position when I'm trying to do my homework. I've been doing that a lot lately, falling asleep for no reason... okay, maybe it's because I get up at four in the am every day, but other than that, I mean, come on.
Grayson came home last week!! We've been hanging out pretty regularly. Last Thursday Courtney came into town and I picked her up fromt he airport. Grayson, Jesse, Courtney, and I went to Rosemary's that night, that was nostalgic. The only difference now is I'm not a huge fan of ice cream, so it's not ideal. But we had fun for sure. Last weekend was good. I miss having all my friends in town. But I'm glad that some of them are back. :)
Other than that, there's not much else I can think of. My "busy" days consist of errands I won't bore you with detailing. If I think of anything else, I'll edit for sure.
Have a good day all you bloggers and snoopers!